(Ok, i wanted to write my death here, so it wouldn't get jumbled up with the other stories. I hope thats ok with you, sandfire.) (Here's, like, the last thing i wrote on this related to me- I dreamed that night of Skyclan. I was o the Skyrock, where the leader made announcements. I looked to my left, and my father, Sharpclaw was next to me. "Dad?" "Hey, Sky." "Dad, i'm sorry." "Why?" I looked over the ledge. "For leaving my clan? I was a burden to you guys." He looked at me with intense eyes. "You were just following your destiny, sweet." I looked back at him. "By disobeying my clan?" "For thinking of others. You weren't a burden, i hope you know that. But why did you really leave?" "...I-I guess i had no point there, really. No one liked me, accept Echosong. And thats only because she had to deal with me." Tears appeared in my eyes. "Not even you loved me." "Thats not true-" "Yeah, it is. I know it. You barely even looked at me. You threw me with another queen, didn't visit me, you never talked to me." "Don't you think I did this for a reason?" I stared with pondering eyes. "I knew you were stronger than the others. If a different cat had been attacked by that mountain lion, they would have died. You have strong legs." "Had." I looked down at my twisted paw. I guess Sharpclaw saw too. "It looks better." "Can I leave now?" "Yeah... I think I got everything across to you." "Wait...Are you dead?" "Well, that's kinda why im talking to you." "How? Did you die, i mean?" He smiled at me. "Mountain lion." I woke up. Not morning, yet. I smiled, and went back to sleep.
I kept dreaming of Skyclan. I think it was all my father's doing, actually. I still wasn't too fond of him, but I kept thinking of him I kept thinking, 'What did I leave behind? Would it have been important?' One night, after dreaming of Echosong treating me, and then she trying to get me to run around again, i woke up crying. I could have changed Skyclan. Skyclan was the dying clan. Made up of cats that didn't even really want to be a part of a clan. I thought, 'I could have changed it.' I looked up at the moon. 'Can I still change it?" I looked around. Cats were here, cats that I loved, and will miss. Cats that I didn't even really know a lot about, cats that I wanted so desperately to learn more about. I didn't want to leave. But Skyclan just couldn't leave my blood. I walked over to the med. den. Cloverspots was sleeping. She was the first one to find me, my first true friend here. I woke her up. "Huh? What is it, Sky?" "I'm leaving." "What?" She said, and stood up. "On an adventure." "Why?" "I... I'm not too sure. To bring unity to Skyclan, I guess." "Youre going back to Skyclan?" "I can't get them outta my mind, Clover!" I screamed, almost too loud. Clover bowed her head and sighed. "Well, if that is what you wish." I rubbed up against her. "Thank you for understanding." I walked out. "May Starclan be with you!" She said, and tears came down my eyes. I kept walking.
I remembered my way to Skyclan well, I just go up those hills and ill find some rocky, cliffed areas, and that'll be Skyclan. I kept waking, walking, walking. I didn't stop to drink or eat; it would distract me. It would make me think of Hiddenclan. I thought of Wolfstar saying to me, "What are you doing? You should come back!" and Falconclaw being so sad without me, and Loudpaw, and whenever he becomes a warrior. Loudpaw. My only son. How could he live without me? I turned around. Something in my head screamed, "NO! GO TO SKYCLAN! THEY NEED YOU!" and I looked towards the mountains. "YOU IDIOT! GO BACK TO HIDDENCLAN! YOUR TRUE HOME!" I was bawling at this point. I screamed, "It's all your fault, father! Why must you place such pain on me?" I found a cliff, and looked down. This could solve all of my problems. If I just jumped. I could be in Starclan. Yes! This way I could be both with Hiddenclan and Skyclan! It would work! Right? "Whatever." I grumbled, and took a couple of steps back. A breeze flowed through my fur, and all my muscles melted into the wind. "Good luck!" I heard someone say. I looked around, but no one was there. Of course. Maybe I was just going crazy. But then again, maybe I already was. I ran off, and jumped. The last thing I remember seeing was that field, where Loudpaw was found. That field. Those vast, green fields.
-Sky. (I'm actually crying my eyes out now, no joke.)
NOOOOOOOO........ Sky.... we will miss you.... please visit us... and don't forget. Don't ever forget. And don't look back. Looking back only brings longing and tears.
.... goodbye, Skywhisker.... we will remember you....
ha ha, im listening to The Climb. Tears... they are unwelcome, but are frequent visitors.
*wipes a tear from eyes* I'm so upset. Sky.... goodbye. I hope everyone remembers all the wonderous times in which Skywhisker was here. We will all greive for a long time. I never knew her as well as Wolf, Clover, Dawn, and almost everyone else did, but I followed you guys on HOTF since you started the FanFiction story, and I followed here for a long time. Life.... is full of sadness. We can chose to either reject all forms of recovery, or we can move on.
Hey Sky I know you're only leaving to go on to something you have even more passion for. And I'm going to see you tomorrow. I just wanted to compliment your excellent dramatic writing.
The first time I actually read this, I felt indifference. But I just read it again, and I'm bawling. Wow. That is a weird feeling I'm having right now. It's not sadness and sorrow, those came and left. Possibly comfort? No... I can't name it. You know what actually broke the dam that held back the tears?
The ending.
Because I knew it was over. And she won't come back.
Sky is... Gone. I'm crying for real now, flooding my eyes and soaking my sheets.
Memories..... They overcome the soul. Ripping my heart in two.
Goodbye, Skywhisker. I'll never forget the warrior that welcomed me when I first came into HiddenClan. You were a brave and loyal deputy, a leader-to-be, a cat that did not deserve to die. (I didn't expect to cry after reading Sky's death story, but I did anyway.) :(
When I first read this, I was freakin' crying. And now, months later, it's as sad as when i first read it. it's like reopening an old cut and squeezing lemon juice on it, making the it hurt all over again. We miss you, Sky, we won't forget you! ;(
sandfire stumbled out of the nusery and went huting. then came back with a prisener. i saw him when was huntig and the clan saw mice
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no one goes here, sandy! i feel your pain, dude.
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(Ok, i wanted to write my death here, so it wouldn't get jumbled up with the other stories. I hope thats ok with you, sandfire.)
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I dreamed that night of Skyclan. I was o the Skyrock, where the leader made announcements. I looked to my left, and my father, Sharpclaw was next to me.
"Dad?"
"Hey, Sky."
"Dad, i'm sorry."
"Why?"
I looked over the ledge. "For leaving my clan? I was a burden to you guys."
He looked at me with intense eyes. "You were just following your destiny, sweet."
I looked back at him. "By disobeying my clan?"
"For thinking of others. You weren't a burden, i hope you know that. But why did you really leave?"
"...I-I guess i had no point there, really. No one liked me, accept Echosong. And thats only because she had to deal with me." Tears appeared in my eyes. "Not even you loved me."
"Thats not true-"
"Yeah, it is. I know it. You barely even looked at me. You threw me with another queen, didn't visit me, you never talked to me."
"Don't you think I did this for a reason?"
I stared with pondering eyes.
"I knew you were stronger than the others. If a different cat had been attacked by that mountain lion, they would have died. You have strong legs."
"Had." I looked down at my twisted paw. I guess Sharpclaw saw too.
"It looks better."
"Can I leave now?"
"Yeah... I think I got everything across to you."
"Wait...Are you dead?"
"Well, that's kinda why im talking to you."
"How? Did you die, i mean?"
He smiled at me. "Mountain lion."
I woke up. Not morning, yet. I smiled, and went back to sleep.
Yeah... My death is related to this.)
I kept dreaming of Skyclan. I think it was all my father's doing, actually. I still wasn't too fond of him, but I kept thinking of him I kept thinking, 'What did I leave behind? Would it have been important?' One night, after dreaming of Echosong treating me, and then she trying to get me to run around again, i woke up crying. I could have changed Skyclan. Skyclan was the dying clan. Made up of cats that didn't even really want to be a part of a clan. I thought, 'I could have changed it.' I looked up at the moon. 'Can I still change it?" I looked around. Cats were here, cats that I loved, and will miss. Cats that I didn't even really know a lot about, cats that I wanted so desperately to learn more about. I didn't want to leave. But Skyclan just couldn't leave my blood. I walked over to the med. den. Cloverspots was sleeping. She was the first one to find me, my first true friend here. I woke her up.
ReplyDelete"Huh? What is it, Sky?"
"I'm leaving."
"What?" She said, and stood up.
"On an adventure."
"Why?"
"I... I'm not too sure. To bring unity to Skyclan, I guess."
"Youre going back to Skyclan?"
"I can't get them outta my mind, Clover!" I screamed, almost too loud. Clover bowed her head and sighed.
"Well, if that is what you wish."
I rubbed up against her. "Thank you for understanding." I walked out.
"May Starclan be with you!" She said, and tears came down my eyes. I kept walking.
I remembered my way to Skyclan well, I just go up those hills and ill find some rocky, cliffed areas, and that'll be Skyclan. I kept waking, walking, walking. I didn't stop to drink or eat; it would distract me. It would make me think of Hiddenclan. I thought of Wolfstar saying to me, "What are you doing? You should come back!" and Falconclaw being so sad without me, and Loudpaw, and whenever he becomes a warrior. Loudpaw. My only son. How could he live without me? I turned around. Something in my head screamed, "NO! GO TO SKYCLAN! THEY NEED YOU!" and I looked towards the mountains. "YOU IDIOT! GO BACK TO HIDDENCLAN! YOUR TRUE HOME!" I was bawling at this point.
I screamed, "It's all your fault, father! Why must you place such pain on me?" I found a cliff, and looked down. This could solve all of my problems. If I just jumped. I could be in Starclan. Yes! This way I could be both with Hiddenclan and Skyclan! It would work! Right?
"Whatever." I grumbled, and took a couple of steps back. A breeze flowed through my fur, and all my muscles melted into the wind.
"Good luck!" I heard someone say. I looked around, but no one was there. Of course. Maybe I was just going crazy. But then again, maybe I already was. I ran off, and jumped. The last thing I remember seeing was that field, where Loudpaw was found. That field. Those vast, green fields.
-Sky. (I'm actually crying my eyes out now, no joke.)
NOOOOOOOO........ Sky.... we will miss you.... please visit us... and don't forget. Don't ever forget. And don't look back. Looking back only brings longing and tears.
ReplyDelete.... goodbye, Skywhisker.... we will remember you....
ha ha, im listening to The Climb. Tears... they are unwelcome, but are frequent visitors.
Spottedfire
(I'm serious, my eyes watered when i read that. I'm going to call a clan meeting and give you a proper ceremony. *Crying for you*)
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fine with me sky as long as someone i dont care who posts here!!!!!!!!
ReplyDelete*wipes a tear from eyes* I'm so upset. Sky.... goodbye. I hope everyone remembers all the wonderous times in which Skywhisker was here. We will all greive for a long time. I never knew her as well as Wolf, Clover, Dawn, and almost everyone else did, but I followed you guys on HOTF since you started the FanFiction story, and I followed here for a long time. Life.... is full of sadness. We can chose to either reject all forms of recovery, or we can move on.
ReplyDeleteThe choice is yours.
Spottedfire
Hey Sky I know you're only leaving to go on to something you have even more passion for. And I'm going to see you tomorrow. I just wanted to compliment your excellent dramatic writing.
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The first time I actually read this, I felt indifference. But I just read it again, and I'm bawling. Wow. That is a weird feeling I'm having right now. It's not sadness and sorrow, those came and left. Possibly comfort? No... I can't name it. You know what actually broke the dam that held back the tears?
ReplyDeleteThe ending.
Because I knew it was over. And she won't come back.
Sky is... Gone. I'm crying for real now, flooding my eyes and soaking my sheets.
Memories..... They overcome the soul. Ripping my heart in two.
But this is life. And like I said before:
The choice is yours.
Spottedfire
It was that final little paragraph that got me. Sky was a brave,intelligent cat,and deserves a proper ceremony.
ReplyDeleteBye Sky:'(
Firestar
Goodbye, Skywhisker. I'll never forget the warrior that welcomed me when I first came into HiddenClan. You were a brave and loyal deputy, a leader-to-be, a cat that did not deserve to die.
ReplyDelete(I didn't expect to cry after reading Sky's death story, but I did anyway.) :(
When I first read this, I was freakin' crying. And now, months later, it's as sad as when i first read it. it's like reopening an old cut and squeezing lemon juice on it, making the it hurt all over again.
ReplyDeleteWe miss you, Sky, we won't forget you! ;(
-wolfshadow